Nic mentions many times that he feels worthless, and that his addiction has caused him to irreparably damage his relationships with others. Why does this aspect of the drug culture appeal to him? Would you consider the friends that he makes while using to be good friends? Nic's addiction - and attempts at rehab - make him part of a specific subculture, one with its own language, values, and network of people. What causes Nic to get help each time he relapsed? What does hitting bottom look like for him? Why is his stay at Safe Passage more effective than his other attempts at rehab? Do you think it's because of what they do there, or what led up to his going there.or both? Why is he so drawn to her? Why does everyone in Nic's life caution him against becoming involved with her? How does she contribute to his addiction? Is there anything healthy about their relationship? How do these brushes with death affect Nic's outlook on life? Does he ever believe that any of these people are actually going to die? How does Nic react when Jordan really does die?ĭiscuss Nic's relationship with Zelda. What does it mean for Nic to give himself over to a higher power? Why is it so difficult for him to do this?Ī number of the people in the book come close to dying - Lauren ODs on heroin, Spencer gets meningitis, and Nic suffers through various overdoses and infections. What does Nic want from his father? Why does his father react to Nic the way he does? How much do you think Nic's childhood relationship with his father contributed to his addiction? When Nic relapses in LA in the second part of the book, what is his reason for using again? Were the other people in his life surprised that he relapsed? Was he? Did you see the relapse coming? Why or why not? Is Nic happy when he is on drugs? Does he enjoy his life at these times? What does he mean when he calls his addiction a "horrible vicious cycle"? What are some of the reasons that Nic gives for turning to drugs? What are his insecurities? In what ways do the drugs help him to escape these? It's a harrowing portrait-but not one without hope.
As we watch Nic plunge into the mental and physical depths of drug addiction, he paints a picture for us of a person at odds with his past, with his family, with his substances, and with himself. In a voice that is raw and honest, Nic spares no detail in telling us the compelling, heartbreaking, and true story of his relapse and the road to recovery. It took a violent relapse one summer in California to convince him otherwise. Even so, he felt like he would always be able to quit and put his life together whenever he needed to. In the years that followed, he would regularly smoke pot, do cocaine and Ecstasy, and develop addictions to crystal meth and heroin. Nic Sheff was drunk for the first time at age eleven. This New York Times bestselling memoir of a young man’s addiction to methamphetamine tells a raw, harrowing, and ultimately hopeful tale of the road from relapse to recovery. The story that inspired the major motion picture Beautiful Boy featuring Steve Carell and Timothée Chalamet.
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